great story and yes would luv to hear what cums next. Personally never had that feeling of needing to be dominated but that's OK. Really enjoy mutual gratification.

I couldn't stop thinking about the humiliation I felt and how it aroused me. After his persistent emails I had to go back. The first time I was unsure of what was going to happen, but this time, I felt more dread walking to the door, knowing all the things that happened last time would happen again. I couldn't even look at his eyes when he answered the door, I just walked up the stairs with my head down. He knew how weak I was now and gloated confidently about his power over me. He ordered me to strip in front of him. There he once again groped at me, forcing his kiss on me, pushing his tongue deep in my mouth. I still did not enjoy the idea of kissing a man. I would moan in discontent trying to push him off as he'd do it, but he'd continue. He would finger at my ass as his arms were around me. Then he had me lay on his coffee table, he put lube around my ass. Put some small condom shaped thing on my finger and ordered me to start fingering my asshole while he watched. I had actually done this before, using some small smooth object I had at home, just out of curiosity of how it would feel. I admit I was curious what anal sex was like, though I didn't really want to do it. He then started using his own finger, pushing it in and out of me fast, making me moan out loud. He then stood me up and ordered me to remove his clothes for him, until I pulled his shorts down and his hard cock was exposed, he pushed me to my knees and pulled me head forward making me suck his cock again. He led me into his bedroom when he started doing all the same things as last time.

As I laid there feeling helpless once again, with his strong body hold me down, unable to move as he grinded his cock into me. He kept telling me he was going to he was going to "make you mine" and put is cock in me. I'm ashamed to say how I react to him. My voice on octave higher, whimpering, always saying please no. He kept saying he was going to fuck me, he would tell me that I have to say I want him to fuck me. I kept saying no, but he would continue to hold me down, wearing me down, telling me I can't resist him and that I want it. I felt so overwhelmed. He forced me to look right into his eyes and said "Tell me that you want me to fuck you, that you want my cock in your ass". I finally broke and said "yes". He said "Yes what?" I said "Yes I want your cock in my ass". He went to get a condom and began lubing my ass and his dick. I was on my back at the edge of the bed while he stood, he held my legs up. I couldn't see and wasn't even sure if he was fully in me. His cock was extremely thick and hurt as he pushed at me. He pumped hard and fast which hurt much more then how I'd very slowly insert a smaller object in my ass at home. I begged him that it was too much and he immediately stopped, took off his condom and shot his load on my chest.

I left, with all the same awkwardness and regret. Vowing never to do this again. And going through the same persistent emails where I decide to go back. I show up there and going through the same routine as I'm led into the bedroom. HIm on top of me, for more confident and forceful as he holds me down, telling me to ask for his cock inside me. I agree again, except I beg him to please go slow and a lot of lube. He starts fucking me on my back, again, he's so thick, it doesn't feel good for me. He then turns me over on my stomach, puts a lot of lube on my ass again. I feel his knees push my legs apart and then feel his cock push against my asshole. This time, I felt for sure, his whole cock just slide deep into my ass. I gasped. My body had no where to go. I lay face down, his arms at both sides of me holding me down as the full weight of his body is on top of me, slowly fucking my ass. In this moment, I felt truly dominated and humiliated. I realized he owned me at that moment, I wasn't able to go anywhere until he was done with me. He continued until I begged him that I couldn't take anymore and it was only because he was merciful that he stopped. I had absolutely no control. I felt so much embarrassment and shame at this point that I was no longer hard. I just wanted to leave. He turned me over and started touching my cock. I didn't want to cum, as it all that much more embarrassing to me. However, I could feel myself about too before I even got fully hard. I kept trying to push his hands away, but he became persistent. He yelled at me to stop and started stroking at my cock until I came all over myself. Then immediately got above me and shot his load on me as well, leaving me feeling so pathetic laying there covered in cum. He wiped me down and then this time, making me lay with him for an awkwardly long amount of time. I just wanted to leave but felt truly submissive at this time and waited until he said it was ok.

I left there with the same attitude. That was it, this will never happen again. But now, the whole act of being forceably fucked like that broke me mentally and physically. I was intimidated by his dominance over me and made it much harder when he started emailing me again. There was one more encounter if you would like me to continue.

yes, I would love to hear what happened that time. I too love to be dominated. I feel so helpless and I think I can do nothing about it. I would love to hear what happened next. bi bi mike67

I've been conflicted. There was something about being humiliated and dominated that turned me on, but at the same time, I didn't want this to continue. The act of anal sex was not enjoyable to me. It left that region feeling uncomfortable for weeks afterwards and certainly did not want to do it again. He had also mentioned he was going to do things like cum in my mouth, which I also did not want. Even though I sought out to explore thing of liking to be humiliated, I still didn't like how ashamed I felt afterwards. I had also began dating a girl at this time and wanted to put this behind me. I wanted to just stop, but I truly felt submissive to this man, intimidated by just his words in emails. His confidence in knowing he could break me. I tried to just not read them, but thoughts would creep in my head and I'd always feel weak and look at them. Ignoring it just wasn't an option, because I had failed at it so many times. I needed to prove to myself that I couldn't be broken by this man. I expressed to him that I wasn't attracted to this and he challenged me to prove it to him. "Stand here in front of me" he demanded, "Prove to me that you can resist me, show me your soft cock not getting hard and I will let you put on your clothes and leave and I'll never contact you again". I thought my only way of breaking this hold he had over me was to prove it to myself.

I hesitantly went over, I kept thinking to myself over and over how I didn't want this. He got close to me and started touching my shoulders. I would cringe as he touched me and kept thinking of non arousing thoughts. But his words, and confidence and touching. He says "your cock is growing now, isn't it?" I lied and said no, but it was, I kept trying to think of things to stop it. He ordered me to take my shirt off, walked up behind me, put his armed around me, hands running across my chest, I could feel his cock pushing against me from behind, and felt my cock pop up rock hard. He saw it bulging is my shorts and gloated. I remember whimpering a "No" feeling defeated. His hands then slid down rubbing at my hard cock, whispering in my ear "You are mine!"

He orders me to strip and there I am, standing naked in front of this man, my cock hard, feeling so submissive. He makes me get to my knees and pull down his shorts again. Puts his cock to my mouth and tells me to start sucking. I feel completely defeated as I take it in my mouth and start doing this again. He leads me down the hall to his bedroom, where I tried to stop in one last effort. I don't know if I mentioned earlier, but he is far stronger physically than me. He easily took hold of me and kept me moving to the bed, where I was once in again in that familiar position. A strong naked man on top of me, doing what he wants, while I lay there helpless.

Now through all the past encounters, I've always resisted during it all. I would try to push him away. Begging him saying No, show my disgust in what he was making me do. I'd moan disgusted when he'd kiss me. As he held me down this time, he's telling me, "I'm going to make you mine again tonight, you're going to fuck you." I begged him no. He says "And you're going to taste my cum too". He was insistent and I was like, holy shit, how am I going to get out of this? I thought, I have to pleasure this man somehow for him to let me out of this, just so I can get out of here. I then broke down completely, instead of resisting, I started kissing him and begged, "Please, just not tonight" I wrapped my arms around him, began caressing him, running my hands up his back, around his neck, kissing him deeply. And whispering seductively in his ear, "Please" as I'd kiss his neck by his ear, "Please don't make me do this tonight". He says "Not tonight, next time you will". "Yes, Master" I say, "Anything, just not tonight" . I then just completely give in, I get on top of him, kissing him, running my hands over his body. Without being ordered to, I make his way down his cock and begin sucking and licking it far more passionately than I ever had. I sat on top of him, grinding on top of his cock, leaning over to kiss him, telling him "Yes sir, I'm yours". All of this to please him, so I could leave without having to do those things. Though I was embarrassed of how aroused I was during all of it.

He turned me over getting on top of me again, instead of trying to push him off now I'm feeling his hot sweaty body pressed on me as I have my arms and legs wrapped around him, feeling him all over from his neck down to his ass. Kissing him, moaning with pleasure, my cock was so hard. As he would continue his trash talking of his dominance, I was just say "Yes Master" this time, as I'd be feeling his cock grinding into me. I was so incredibly turned on giving in like this, feeling his sweaty body sliding across my cock, my arms around him pulling him tighter. I just lost it, and felt myself start cumming hard. He noticed and kept grinding away causing me an intense orgasm. He just laid on top me, my arms still around him, feeling both good and ashamed at what happened at the same time. He got up, grabbed my still stiff cock and his own cock in the same hand and started stroking himself off. The feeling of being stroked after just cumming was so over sensitive and intense. I began to scream uncontrollably, to which me put his hand over my mouth and continued to stroke both our cocks side by side. I remember shivering and moaning so loud until he finally came and shot his load on me.

Again, I left there feeling regret. Grateful that I was able to leave without doing anal this time and that I simply would not go back again. However this time, feeling great defeat in the fact that I tried hard to resist and I failed. This man truly is dominate over me and I fear I will not be strong enough to not submit and return to him. There had been some time before another email. He had stated that he does feel bad for the position he puts me in and tries to give me space to respect my wishes. He tries to resist his own need to dominate me. But he has his urges and it is too hot to have a man do anything he tells him to. And it will be very soon that he orders me to return. So now I wait, wondering when this email will come and what I will wind up doing when that happens. If I will be strong enough to say no or submit again.

that was a truly erogenous story, I would love it if u would write more of them. I'm hard right now and about to cum. I'm leaking precum like a faucet, and I would love for u to be forceful over me. that is what I want. I'm like putty in your hands.

My 1st time with a stranger, was when I was in my late teens, at the park bathroom. A guy came up to me, while I was in a bathroom stall and showed me his cock and asked me if I wanted him to touch me and stroke me off. I didn’t know what to say, so I just stood up and let him touch me and stroke me. It didn’t last long, because someone came into the bathroom.
After that experience, I wanted to experience more and went back several times that summer for HJ’s by older males!
Paul