Roqslyde said: It was just about 10 years ago, I had been curious for a long time and I finally decided I wasn't going to wait any more. I found a guy online that lived about twenty miles away, we messaged a few times before deciding to meet. It was his first time too. So we met at a motel about 5 miles from where he worked, he took time off from work so it was midday. Once inside the room, (It was a very nice motel) we both got naked immediately as we were both eager to get a taste of our first cock. For a moment we hesitated not knowing how to proceed but he stepped forward and took my soft cock in his hand and started stroking me, and I did the same to him. We both were soft and admitted to each other that we were nervous. It was good that the motel was basically empty as few if any other guests had checked in. It was very quiet and peaceful and it helped us to feel safe an in our room. slowly but surely we both began to harden up as the nervousness subsided, I guess it took a minute or two before we were fully erect. I moved closer and placed my cock next to his and took both in my hand and began to stroke them together, I remember feeling the nice smooth texture of the skin, it felt great against mine but I had also wanted to measure his cock. Knowing my own length I could accurately measure his. We were equal in girth and the cockheads were nearly identical in size and shape, but his shaft was a full inch longer than mine.
We were both eager to get started and the double stroking didn't last long, maybe a minute. "You ready?" he asked. Yeah, I was ready. We moved onto the bed and as he lay with his head near the pillow, I instinctively turned and laid alongside of him in a 69 position. Neither of us had said anything about doing a 69, but it seemed very natural to me, and I guess it did to him as well.
His stiff cock was now inches away, and I had never seen a cock up close before,... it was so beautiful to me. He drew me in first and I just closed my eyes and moaned softly at the pleasure. For a few moments I just enjoyed the wonderful feeling, In my heart I knew it was my turn to take him. There was a part of me that couldn't believe I was about to take another man's cock into my mouth, but it had been a long time coming and I opened my mouth and drew him in as he had done to me. I remember giving long sensuous licks along the sensitive underside of his cock before taking him as deeply as I could.
Now we were both new to this and we were learning together, so much of the time we would be doing the same techniques to each other simultaneously. I remember, when we took each other deeply and then held each other deep in our mouths, closing my eyes, there was a sense of complete and total bliss.
About two minutes into it, I was about to cum and I stopped him, he backed off a bit as not to overstimulate my cock and we continued, Me on the other hand, increased the pleasure to his most sensitive spot, and very quickly he stopped me because he was about to come. Like I said before, we were both learning.
At that point we really settled into some good cocksucking,... licking, kissing and worshipping on each others cock. He sucked my balls and I sucked his. It was very relaxing and I was surprised to find out how pleasant it was to have a stiff cock in my mouth, I really hadn't expected that. Every few minutes we would pause to exchange a few words before continueing.
I was loving it and didn't want it to stop, but after a while, my jaws were becoming extremely sore and painful. I went as long as I could enduring the pain in my jaws, til I could no longer do it. At that point I was ready to cum so I came in his mouth and to his credit, he swallowed my load.
I felt a deep obligation to give him an orgasm as well, so I got him to sit at the end of the bed, and began to pleasure him by hand while I managed to use my tongue to lick and stimulate the sensitive sweet spot on his cock, It took a minute or two for him to cum and I felt good that I had managed to bring him off.
I being married, even though it was a mostly sexless marriage, I felt a lot of guilt over the next couple of days, Mentally, I was in a. I daze, I couldn't sort out my thoughts but as the guilt subsided, my thinking became clear and I came to realize that I had really enjoyed my encounter. I realized that I enjoyed pleasuring another mans cock just as much as I enjoy having my own cock pleasured.
I tried to contact my partner about three or four days after our encounter, to thank him and ask him for a repeat meeting but he had deleted his account, and I totally understood, he had experienced the same guilt feelings that most men in our situation feel the first time we have M2M sex. I had wanted to do the same thing at first.
I could'nt chew solid food for two days after that, my jaws were enflamed. But I would do it again knowing the pain I would be in for. I've come to learn that the larger cocks are better left to someone else, the smaller ones suit me best. I had a few more encounters since then, but it was probably the best all around.
No, not probably, it WAS the best.
I know that feeling of guilt you felt. I too had anxieties after my first time with Don. I was able to rationalize it as purely sexual no strings attached homosexual play. Where as despite our relatively sexless marriage I love my wife and don't consider it cheating.
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